This, like many things, is all good in theory.
I love writing, and I want to write more and more as the
days go on. I find myself in the curious situation of wanting to write, and (I
think) improving my writing every day, and yet I have nothing to write about. I
am not in school or university anymore, I don’t have a job that requires me to
utilise any of the things I have been learning about the proper application of
the English language (indeed, I have been told to tone down my use of ‘big
words’, lest people don’t know what I am talking about).
So in the past when I didn’t want to write, I had essays
demanded of me. Yet now when I have a desire to put pen to paper (or finger to
keyboard), I have an annoying lack of venues to expend this on.
That is of course, how things look on the outside. Luckily
for me, there is this wonderful thing we call the internet, and the
proliferation of tools now available to help me write and put my words out
there, regardless of the lack of interest, and lonesome chirping of crickets
that await me.
But again I face the conundrum of what to write.
So far I have managed to fill the page with three hundred
words of blather, yet a growing word count doesn’t give the same sense of
satisfaction as it did in the old days, when I judged my writing solely on its ability
to reach the teachers prescribed word limit. Now I want my writing to have a
purpose.
So I fall back on to the mantra of writing what I know, only
to realise that like a more true to the point Socrates, I know next to nothing.
I am aware of the limitations of my knowledge, but this awareness doesn’t
really offer any further avenues for me to traipse down.
I know a little about a lot of things, but there are a lot
of things I know little about. Two statements that appear very similar, but paint
contrasting pictures.
Perhaps this is why for my last NaNoWriMo I focused on a
science fiction setting. True there can be a lot of reality packed into such tales;
they are after all generally populated by people, with the same virtues and
vices known to us. But at the end of the day if you are so inclined you can
cram your story full of spaceships, robots and other such distractions in order
to invent your own field of expertise. In this sense it is now only important
to know what you write, as once thing that is paramount for such self-contained
and speculative worlds is a firm sense of consistency.
And so, with my ersatz relaunching of this blog the past day,
I will seize this opportunity to refocus the purpose of my blog more
explicitly. It is not just an outlet for my thoughts, or a place that I can
share some latest news story with my unqualified opinion. Rather it is a place
for me to indulge in my passion for writing, and hopefully to help me find what
it is I should be writing about.
Thus I am taking a somewhat converse and convoluted position
from the title of this post; I am writing in order to find out what I know, so
that I can write more effectively.
I hope this will be in some way enjoyable for you too valued
reader, and look forward to hearing from you, should the need arise.
Cheers,
MM
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